I hate feeling replaced

I seriously hate it...it feels awful.

I texted Bryan, no answer. I called Bryan, no answer. I get home and get on vent and he is in there with all his videogame buddies. I don't think it's a problem but I had a question for him and was completely ignored. It great that he has friends but still....am I no longer important? I mean I know I'm not his girlfriend anymore but still....has all his feelings about me gone away? I would think he would have at least had the decency to say "Busy, talk later" but no....instead, I get ignored.

It's great that he likes to play videogames but what else does he want with his life? Does he seem himself always supporting his mother and little brother? Does he see himself being successful? Will he look back on his life and regret not going out more with people....going to school....making that videogame he and Chuck are always talking about? Does he want to get married and start a family? Will he regret pushing me away?

I am not going to force him to talk to me...he'll talk to me when he is ready but still....i still love and care for him and I want him to be happy....and to still want me in his life one way or another.

I miss him and I am tired of being lonely :-(