Life in general...

I haven't been on here in a while and I feel terrible! I really should write on here more often in order to organize my thoughts and to get them out of my head or else they are just floating around in there and driving me CRAZY!!

Work:
Work is....well it's not going as smoothly as I want. Tired of my boss getting on my case and being totally mean about the things she says to me. When she gets mad about something, she starts bringing up things that you or other people have done in the past and I don't think that is fighting fairly. It definitely isn't fighting maturely. When you have not only the Assistant Manager but other coworkers claim they are scared of her, then you know there is a problem. I already left a store because of the way the manager treats her employees, I am to the point where i would go back to that old manager than to deal with the verbal abuse from the one I have now. She has known me since I was 18. She knows very well that yelling at me is NOT the way to get me to move. I am all for getting corrected, but not yelled at and blamed for things going on in the store that are out of my control. I just don't like how she gets in my face and just keeps laying it on and laying it on. She doesn't stop. Most people who have a problem with something you do gets it off their chest and then moves on, but she just KEEPS. GOING! She pushes me to almost breaking point. If i do break, there is no doubt my mouth would spew words out  so fast that I would be fired in the blink of an eye. I try to help ease her stress when she is in a bad mood but those attempts seem to go unnoticed.

School:
So far things are going great at school. I started on January 27th. I only have 3 classes, 6 units. I have Calculus 2, Calculus 2 Lab, and Symphony Band. After this semester I should be able to get back to a full time schedule and be well on my way to getting finished. I am looking at about 3 more years then one year to get my credential. I can't wait! I am ready to be a teacher! I am ready to get my career going and my life started.

Home:
Things at home are actually going quite well. Dad took Kali and me shooting last Friday. It was fun and it was nice to spend time with dad. We don't usually get to do that all too often. I got Koda declawed. It was hard to see him so sad to have the cone collar on, but now that it is off, he is so much more happier and relaxed. He can actually sleep comfortably and eat! He still walks funny, but I think that is because it feels funny. He will get more used to it as time goes on. Grandpa has been doing well. He will be 90 years old in less than 6 months. It's crazy! He has been blessed with such a long life and steady health so far. We ask that God allows him to be as healthy for longer. We are planning a trip to Disneyland for his 90th birthday with my family and my Aunt, Uncle and cousins. It's going to be fun! I can't wait. I haven't been to Disneyland since my senior year of high school.

Those are the 3 things that are carrying the most weight on my shoulders right now. Church is also a major aspect of my life but things really haven't changed there. I am still playing the flute for worship and I am still learning more about God's Glory and Mercy. As I have said in the past, I would really like to write on here more. I think getting back to the good part of my day, bad part of my day and how I overcame it is a good thing to start up again. It helped me to analyze the events that are going on in my life. I have a feeling there will be more about my boss and her abusive words towards me. I swear, she is going to force me to record everything she says to me if she keeps this up.

Until later,
Sorina