Last week I was crazy busy along with getting very little sleep but I needed to get at least 2 workouts in a week. There wasn't Bootcamp so Kali and I had to join the Cross Fit class of that morning. The instructor ended up changing the workout for us because we were bootcampers and wanted us to do as many as we could in a certain amount of time. I did 3 rounds and then when he said we had 5 minutes left I went to him and said I was going to stop at 3 because of being exhausted. He seemed to get really upset that I was going to stop. As it is I am still sore from Saturday's workout.
I went to talk to the owner's wife today in order to get my measurements and she said she had to talk to me about Saturday. Apparently "people overheard" me tell him I was going to stop. He was right in front of me and Kali was the only one near me AND the music was blaring. So no, i don't think anyone else heard, I think he just ran his mouth or over-exaggerated. She said that to just give up and tell the instructor you were going to stop was extremely disrespectful. Then she said that since they are a tight-knitted group, things get around. So all i'm hearing is 1) The instructor doesn't like me and thinks that i was deliberately disrespecting him and 2) people who DON"T EVEN KNOW ME are talking badly about me.
This is the WORST way to get me motivated. This is the WORST WAY to make me want to continue working out there. As it is I have vowed to never go and work out there on a Saturday with that instructor ever again. I can't believe this.
Not only that but I got my measurements today and she didn't even seem proud of me. All she talked about was things I need to change :-( What the hell?! I know she is there to help me but at least tell me that I am doing a good job! Apparently I have to change my diet again and have LESS carbs! UGH! It's so hard to make food and take it with me on certain days....I don't know what to do.
I feel extremely discouraged and enraged and all I want to do is go cry in bed. I don't know what to do...
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I think you should talk to the trainer and explain that you didn't mean to be disrespectful. You did the best you could and if he doesn't recognize that after you speak to him then oh well. But don't stop going to the classes!! You need to do this for you, and you shouldn't stop because someone has an easily bruised ego!
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