And the loneliness begins...

On Saturday I went and talked with my friend about everything that has been going on.

I asked her why she had to tell me all this information ON my grandpa's birthday and when i wasn't home. She said she wanted to wait until I got home to sit down and talk it all over with me but Stephen wasn't liking that all she was doing was thinking about me and my feelings and he sat her down and told her to that she had to tell me, right then and there. I used to date him and he doesn't back down...he is insanely persistent.

I asked her why she agreed with him calling me malicious, vindictive and petty and she said, "He called you WHAT?!" Her jaw was set and you can tell she wasn't happy. She said that if she had known, she would have given him a strong tongue lashing. Then she told me that he was telling her that i was saying some pretty mean things about her that made her sound like a tramp. I explained that I would never do something like that and he twisted things that i said around!

Mom thinks that he is trying to drive a wedge between us. She and I have a very strong bond and it's like he is jealous of that so he is trying to tear us apart...

I haven't seen her since Saturday, I tried asking if she was free at all tonight....she usually texts me right back. Well i just texted her a few minutes ago...9pm and she says Stephen is over and they are making dinner for her mom. UGH! This is why I can't stand my friends getting boyfriends! I get forgotten and i bloody HATE IT!

I know I'm sounding like a jealous person....yes I have jealousy issues :-( but seriously! He isn't who he says he is....I am having a very hard time knowing he is only a ten minute drive away. I want to drive over there and hit him so hard his freaking BRAIN rattles in his head!

I can't stand being so full of this anger ALL THE TIME! I don't have a vent anymore. She was my vent....but no girl wants to hear her best friend BASH her boyfriend. So thank goodness for books. They will be my best friends from now on!

UGH!