It's not a Toy!

My heart is not a toy! You can't just lead me on and then stop talking to me!! You can't just play with me like I don't have feelings!

I am not going to sit here and wait for you to grow up and decide if you want me or not.

You may not think so, but I am worth SO much more than that! I can finally admit that.

I enjoy having you as a friend but I think it's time I move on. You can't seem to make up your mind.

I am tired of this feeling of not being wanted and alone!

I love you. I will still talk to u in vent and respond to text messages if you so choose to send them, but this is me stepping back. It's time for me to move on and be happy again!

I am finally embracing the change I have been looking for! I am going to get myself healthy and fit! I am going to focus on school! If my path happens to cross your's again, then we will see what happens. I am going to take care of me first. Selfish, sure, it might sound like that but I am setting my foundations for a good life.

So, knowing you will never read this and I don't have the guts to tell you this....
Good-bye