My heart is not a toy! You can't just lead me on and then stop talking to me!! You can't just play with me like I don't have feelings!
I am not going to sit here and wait for you to grow up and decide if you want me or not.
You may not think so, but I am worth SO much more than that! I can finally admit that.
I enjoy having you as a friend but I think it's time I move on. You can't seem to make up your mind.
I am tired of this feeling of not being wanted and alone!
I love you. I will still talk to u in vent and respond to text messages if you so choose to send them, but this is me stepping back. It's time for me to move on and be happy again!
I am finally embracing the change I have been looking for! I am going to get myself healthy and fit! I am going to focus on school! If my path happens to cross your's again, then we will see what happens. I am going to take care of me first. Selfish, sure, it might sound like that but I am setting my foundations for a good life.
So, knowing you will never read this and I don't have the guts to tell you this....
Good-bye
Stars are my passion
Rina
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- 25 year old, fun loving, talkative girl who enjoys writing down her opinions and thoughts.
Monday, June 20, 2011
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Spontaneous Adventures
Today was a blast!!
Crysta texted me as I was getting off work and was seeing what I was up to. I told her I was getting off work and wanted to see what was up. She said she found a car that she had enough money to get and would like to go see it but it was a crazy favor and she didn't want to ask. I asked what it was and she was like "I was going to see if you wanted to take a trip to Sacramento so I can see the car" I said that I was totally up for a spontaneous adventure and that we should go. So while I went home to change, she was calling the guy to get his address so we could go by and see the car. When I picked her up, she hadn't been able to get ahold of him and I said that I still wanted to go and that I haven't gotten to see Old Town Sacramento. She said that there was this awesome costume shop there called Evangeline's. So she went back in the house to get the address and then we were on our merry way.
Mind you, we left at 4pm. We got to Old town Sac and parked and walked around. It was so cool! The roads were cobblestone and I felt like I went back to the past! We went into the Costume Shop, which they call the Costume Mansion. Each room had a different theme. Downstairs was all nicknacks, the second floor had a room for vampire and gothic look, another room for Renaissance, Roman and Gypsy garb. Another room of Armed Forces and jungle and doctor and safety personnel. It was awesome! Then we got up to the top floor and it was all Disney Fairies, school girl, Disco, 50's, Angels and Devils and clowns! This place was amazing!! Definitely a place I would go to to get all the finishing touches on a Halloween costume. We walked around thru some of the pretty little parks in between buildings and even saw some places that Ghost Adventures filmed at!! It would have been cool if they were there while I was there! After we finished walking around, we went to Candy Heaven and I got dark chocolate covered cranberries and lots of saltwater taffy! I don't even remember all the different flavors I picked up. Pomegranate, Raspberry Lemonade, Orange, Strawberry Cheesecake, Bubblegum, Fruit Punch, Tutti Fruity, Passion Fruit....gosh I can't remember them all but they had a TON of flavors. I got one or 2 of each of the flavors I wanted to try, we checked out and then went back to the car.
I took this picture of Crysta while we were exploring Old Town Sac. I took the liberty to have fun with it. I think it looks well taken. Can't tell it was taking by my phone.
By this time we were hungry and I knew that since we were in Sacramento, we were close to Davis. I asked Crysta if she were up for Thai food. She said sure. So we drove the 20 minutes to get to the Thai Restaurant. It was called Thai Nakorn. I had been there with Sarah when I went to spend the night with her and I loved the food there. I wanted Crysta to try it. We ordered the Lemon Chicken, which was fried chicken with this thick, sweet lemon sauce on top of fried spinach, and we also ordered a Broccoli Dish that was sauteed broccoli, carrots and chicken with this delicious garlic sauce. After we finished I asked Crysta what she thought of the food and she said that was definitely something she would go back to Davis for. When we were finished with dinner, we didn't want to go home but didn't know what to do so we decided to drive to San Francisco.
We left Davis at almost 9pm and got to San Francisco at about 10:30pm. We stopped to fill up the gas tank and to empty our bladders. I know, that is not something one usually writes in their blog but i thought it sounded funny! We sang and danced to the random songs that came on the radio. Let me just say, driving in San Francisco is freaky!! Though, the longer I was in the city, the more comfortable I became with driving around there. I am just glad we drove around in the night time rather than the day when the roads are busy and hectic. We drove down Lombard Street and Crysta thought that was the coolest thing ever. I decided to try to find my way over to the KOIT Tower so she can see San Francisco from up high at night. It was such a beautiful sight! She liked the view but not the cold weather. We then went hunting for the beautiful church we saw from the Tower. Get this, the church's address was 666 Francis St. or something like that. I just thought the street number was funny and ironic. After that we decided it was time to make our way home.
This is a horrible picture but it's an idea of the night view of San Francisco from the KOIT Tower.
This is the cool church. I couldn't stop and take an appropriate picture because there was no place to stop, so I took this from my sunroof in my car.
Overall I had a wonderful day!! I know she enjoyed getting out of the 209 as much as I did! I like taking random spontaneous adventures!!! We hope our next adventure takes us to the Winchester Mystery House in San Jose! That would be fun!! Then to the BEACH!
Well, I am fully satisfied that I finally had something fun and exciting to write about! Can't wait for a summer full of random adventures and lots of stories to tell!!
Time for bed, have to be at work at 10:30 in the morning,
Until Later
Sorina
Crysta texted me as I was getting off work and was seeing what I was up to. I told her I was getting off work and wanted to see what was up. She said she found a car that she had enough money to get and would like to go see it but it was a crazy favor and she didn't want to ask. I asked what it was and she was like "I was going to see if you wanted to take a trip to Sacramento so I can see the car" I said that I was totally up for a spontaneous adventure and that we should go. So while I went home to change, she was calling the guy to get his address so we could go by and see the car. When I picked her up, she hadn't been able to get ahold of him and I said that I still wanted to go and that I haven't gotten to see Old Town Sacramento. She said that there was this awesome costume shop there called Evangeline's. So she went back in the house to get the address and then we were on our merry way.
Mind you, we left at 4pm. We got to Old town Sac and parked and walked around. It was so cool! The roads were cobblestone and I felt like I went back to the past! We went into the Costume Shop, which they call the Costume Mansion. Each room had a different theme. Downstairs was all nicknacks, the second floor had a room for vampire and gothic look, another room for Renaissance, Roman and Gypsy garb. Another room of Armed Forces and jungle and doctor and safety personnel. It was awesome! Then we got up to the top floor and it was all Disney Fairies, school girl, Disco, 50's, Angels and Devils and clowns! This place was amazing!! Definitely a place I would go to to get all the finishing touches on a Halloween costume. We walked around thru some of the pretty little parks in between buildings and even saw some places that Ghost Adventures filmed at!! It would have been cool if they were there while I was there! After we finished walking around, we went to Candy Heaven and I got dark chocolate covered cranberries and lots of saltwater taffy! I don't even remember all the different flavors I picked up. Pomegranate, Raspberry Lemonade, Orange, Strawberry Cheesecake, Bubblegum, Fruit Punch, Tutti Fruity, Passion Fruit....gosh I can't remember them all but they had a TON of flavors. I got one or 2 of each of the flavors I wanted to try, we checked out and then went back to the car.
I took this picture of Crysta while we were exploring Old Town Sac. I took the liberty to have fun with it. I think it looks well taken. Can't tell it was taking by my phone.
By this time we were hungry and I knew that since we were in Sacramento, we were close to Davis. I asked Crysta if she were up for Thai food. She said sure. So we drove the 20 minutes to get to the Thai Restaurant. It was called Thai Nakorn. I had been there with Sarah when I went to spend the night with her and I loved the food there. I wanted Crysta to try it. We ordered the Lemon Chicken, which was fried chicken with this thick, sweet lemon sauce on top of fried spinach, and we also ordered a Broccoli Dish that was sauteed broccoli, carrots and chicken with this delicious garlic sauce. After we finished I asked Crysta what she thought of the food and she said that was definitely something she would go back to Davis for. When we were finished with dinner, we didn't want to go home but didn't know what to do so we decided to drive to San Francisco.
We left Davis at almost 9pm and got to San Francisco at about 10:30pm. We stopped to fill up the gas tank and to empty our bladders. I know, that is not something one usually writes in their blog but i thought it sounded funny! We sang and danced to the random songs that came on the radio. Let me just say, driving in San Francisco is freaky!! Though, the longer I was in the city, the more comfortable I became with driving around there. I am just glad we drove around in the night time rather than the day when the roads are busy and hectic. We drove down Lombard Street and Crysta thought that was the coolest thing ever. I decided to try to find my way over to the KOIT Tower so she can see San Francisco from up high at night. It was such a beautiful sight! She liked the view but not the cold weather. We then went hunting for the beautiful church we saw from the Tower. Get this, the church's address was 666 Francis St. or something like that. I just thought the street number was funny and ironic. After that we decided it was time to make our way home.
This is a horrible picture but it's an idea of the night view of San Francisco from the KOIT Tower.
This is the cool church. I couldn't stop and take an appropriate picture because there was no place to stop, so I took this from my sunroof in my car.
Overall I had a wonderful day!! I know she enjoyed getting out of the 209 as much as I did! I like taking random spontaneous adventures!!! We hope our next adventure takes us to the Winchester Mystery House in San Jose! That would be fun!! Then to the BEACH!
Well, I am fully satisfied that I finally had something fun and exciting to write about! Can't wait for a summer full of random adventures and lots of stories to tell!!
Time for bed, have to be at work at 10:30 in the morning,
Until Later
Sorina
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